사랑은 언제나 툰드라 > 창작시의 향기

<p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 14pt;">사랑은 언제나 툰드라</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아저씨 나는 불이 필요해</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아저씨는 피가 식지 않은</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">생고기를 건네어주었고</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아직 웰던이 익숙한 나는</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">매일 아저씨를 따라 사냥에 나섰다 눈부신 밤은 오고 화재 속으로 걸어가는 초식의 짐승들</span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">액자 속의 재난 같은</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">그런 꿈을</span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">,</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">관과 함께 화장되는 친구의 시체처럼</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">이제 뜨거워져도 괜찮을 텐데</span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">)</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">풀이 자라나지 않는 배경 속에서 아저씨는 깡마른 아이들에게도 화살을 박아 넣었어 피 냄새가 났고 </span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt; font-weight: bold;" xml:lang="en-us">“</span><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt; font-weight: bold;">친구의 고기를 먹을 수 있는 비위가 필요했어</span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt; font-weight: bold;" xml:lang="en-us">” </span><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">같은 유언을</span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">,</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">사랑은 깨무는 일</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">송곳니로 근육을 베어 가르고</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">당신의 맛을 실감하는 일</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아저씨는 그걸 불 없이도</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">(</span><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아저씨아빠 나는 부모의 얼굴을 모르고</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">고아는 늘 마구간에서 나타나</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">가족의 고기로 연명하지 못한 탓에</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">나는 아저씨를 만났던 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;" xml:lang="en-us">)</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">당신을 닮으려고 얼마나 많은 숨을 참았을까</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">피 냄새가 날 때마다 토하는 일을</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">다만 익숙해질 때까지</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">우리가 같은 죄인이라면 사랑할 수 있었을까</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아마도 나는 아저씨의 절망을 몰라</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">불은 처음부터 없었고 불태울 수 있으리란 믿음조차 오해였을 지도 모르지 타는점이 사라져버린 툰드라 같은</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;"> &nbsp; </span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">빙하기가 오고</span></p><p style="line-height: 180%; text-indent: 10pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: -1.3pt; font-family: 굴림,Gulim; font-size: 12pt;">아저씨는 친구를 안주로 술을 마실 수도 있다고 가르쳐주었어</span></p><p><br></p>